I was actually going out tonight but since it rained, I felt lazy and so I dug into my mom’s closet and found these lace trim v-neck chemise which I absolutely loved that I am proclaiming it as one of my comfort-clothes!
See the focus of this last photo is on the background - the bed itself. And I had come up with a photo analysis that my life is somewhat similar to this photo: it focuses more on the other things rather than the beautiful ones (lol feeler alert haha).
And baby, yes, I still sleep with teddy bears. All these bears were gifts from random people and I do hug them when I sleep.
I’m in bed yet I haven’t got any sleep, how cool is that!
Wearing black so my fats won’t be seen. Hi. I just feel like taking a webcam shot. Say hi to Mr. Treadmill.
Her hair is so big because it’s full of secrets.
Time flies so fast! It’s the second to the last month of the year already! I am now reminiscing about the things I did the whole year, and I am feeling down since it’s like I didn’t had the chance to do so much. However, it’s just November; not yet the time to list down what I had done the whole year. I can still do more this month! I shall.
My first week of November has been very good to me, so far. Let’s start it off with the annual Starbucks Planner. I saw its design already and it’s cute! Hehe, I didn’t grabbed the last year’s planner since I didn’t actually liked the over-all design. It’s a tough decision whether I shall collect or not. So I ended up on deciding that I will not force myself to go to Starbucks just for the planner’s sake, but for chilling’s sake. And if I hopefully made it to its quota, well that’s my price! If not, I will look for an essential planner elsewhere.
The semestral break is about to end and here is my assessment report shit based on what I planned to do. According to my post before the sembreak…
Sembreak plans in bullets
- Go to the gym and tone abs like Sharapova to make a person drop his jaw for me heheheheh
- No vices, I will pursue my healthy living
- Have a decent and new customized layout
- Download and install programs and other paraphernalia in my laptop
- Jog every morning
- Revive this blog because it’s on 50:50 and about to die
- Clean my room back home
- Have sleep, not excessively but just enough; I shall reinvent my douchebag body clock
Bullet no. 1 - NOPE, I didn’t managed to go to gym since my mom didn’t allowed me! She said that I am only going to waste my effort and time when I can just work out here at home. My abs aren’t actually toned enough, but I guess it’s better than my beer belly. Bullet no. 2 - Unfortunately, no. Huhuhu I am really sorry but I cannot prevent myself. The temptations are the ones who come to me! Shame on them! Bullet no. 3 - Well, I guess this is decent enough, right? I first tried to have the Greying layout, but I wanted more. Until I saw this layout from KristyKreme. It’s pink and neat, so I just had to add little widgets and created a new header. I am contented, for now. I gave up doing a new layout from scratch on Dreamweaver, I just think that it’s time consuming. Therefore I ended up tweaking. What do you think? Bullet no. 4 - Yes, I had downloaded a few movies and programs. It’s nerve wracking to download here at our house since the internet is always slow. But I guess all the programs I need are already here. So, check! Bullet no. 5 - No. Need not to elaborate further. I am just lazy. Bullet no. 6 - Gladly yes! I had made a number of random posts during October. I feel fulfilled, actually. I had never blogged like this before. Maybe it’s because of the current state I am in, that’s why I had a lot of things to say. Bullet no. 7 - Yes and no. I actually cleaned it before, but it’s a mess again. My mom’s being furious about it. I just believe that some things are just meant to be the way they are, haha. And the last bullet, yes! I always had the enough duration of healthy sleeping! I am really happy.
I am being vain, as usual, when I suddenly realized my effin tan lines. Compare the color of my upper arm to my lower arm! I think I got this when we had our Leadership Training Seminar in Bataan. It’s when we walked almost an hour with the scourging heat of the sun just to see the lovely Aetas. Where else would I get it? I am really sad. Ang hirap magpaputi :(
November means the start of a new semester. And I pledge that I will really try my best to study and be serious on my academics! I know that it’s somehow my tradition to say this every time schooling starts, but I am really trying to put my words into action. I said to myself before that if I maintained my scholarship, I will pursue studying. I shall, I shall.
I am ready for you November, let me love you.
Prelims would soon be over by tomorrow! I shall survive!
Say hi to my recent photo.
I’m having some realizations. The time just came wherein I thought to myself that I should start acting more like a pretty lady nowadays. I’ve always been so rough to myself. I need to stop eating like a shark, I should chew on smaller bites. Look at my face, it’s becoming round. My hair is always nasty. I don’t use lotions because it makes me feel sticky afterwards. Tomorrow would be my 17th year of existence in this world, I shall nurture my unending grace. I shall treat my body right. I’m putting this here so you’d be my witnesses. I can do it. I know I can, and I will.
It’s only a few hours left. I am not that excited. Though I want to be special tomorrow, I never expect that’ll happen. I have no plans — except for the fact that I’ll be heading first to UST Chapel before going into my classes.
It’s only a few hours left. I still ain’t done with my home works and readings. Focusing, yes. Alright.